2nd chances

A drama serial now showing on Channel 8 set me thinking about having 2nd chances in life. It happened in that drama serial, but for one thing I believe certainly, 2nd chances don't happen in REAL life.

What if.. How differently would I have lived my life?

Well, looking back on the things I've done, though I made a few wrong choices, decisions, mistakes, I must say that it's important not to live life with regrets. What I'm doing right now, where I am at this present moment, are all the outcome of the decisions I made in the past. Yup. I'm happy with where I'm now, though I think I can be happier (people never get satisfied). But oh wells, that's life.

One thing that I've learnt recently- never take life for granted. Life's really the most fragile thing on earth. Sheesh, perhaps this' a syndrome of growing "old" (alright, I really hate this word.), when fears start creeping out.

Where has my dare-devil spirit gone to??? :(

Dreams are my reality.

This place's been neglected, as expected haha. The forbidden fruit tastes better. Anyway, I've been sleeping a lot recently, it's just soooooooo comfortable at home.

Weird it may sound, I kind of "control" my dreams nowadays. Enough of catastrophes and the hard cold reality of this scary world, I'm indulging in dreaming about funny happy things, which I know, won't happen in real life.

Sigh.

I'm a weakling.

Wow!

I'm totally amazed by this young lady's ingenuity! I think she's 19 this year, (just like 2 years younger than me) and is so into web designing that she has set up a website dedicated to this interest of hers. And she even has tutorials on web designing.. Wow, a girl who knows what she wants! Admirable!

Oh yah.. I'm picking up web designing by the way, and chanced upon her website while doing so.

Here, take a look! http://www.sixseven.org/

All my life
Is changing everyday
In every possible way
And all my dreams
It's never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems
I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more

I HAVE TO SAY THIS! I'm liberated! Yay from exams! Ahaha. It's been rather intense, emotional and has been a inner struggle. Now I can blog, facebook, think about GAW, YEP, other stuff with ease, without any constraints. BUT somehow, the forbidden fruit tastes better. Haha.

Rather lost now, as I've not plans for the day, at least for tonight, unlike the past few weeks whereby my goals would be to complete a few sets of notes/tutorials.

Well, these aside. I think this semester has been a rather unforgettable one, in a way, awakening. Haha. =) I'm slowly gaining momentum, keeping up with the competitiveness, unearthing the fighting spirit in me again, having some purpose in life and not bumming my life away, like what I did for the past 3 semesters, sad to say. I've lost 3 precious semesters and can't afford to lose more and I still very much want to attend commencement.

If only... I had realised it earlier, but all's done and one should not look back and lament. No regrets, I've gained some, lost some, just hope that I won't make the same mistakes again. =)=)

Last one.. Last lap.. Last chance

Yess.. I'm a few more hours away from liberation! My last paper's at 5pm today but I'm feeling rather unmotivated. It's not like I've finished studying or like I'm really confident about it, I'm just.. still jaded.

I can't wait.

And many things are waiting for me to be done once exams are over! Boohoo!

It's a love-hate thingy la.

Slap me left right, up down and diagonal X 10000000000000000 times!!!

OMG! Someone please enlighten me! My exams will be over tomorrow and I should be making full use of the last moments to infuse as much knowledge as possible BUT right now, I'm feeling very jaded and I just feel like sleeping!

I'm such a freak I hate myself...

May, may I?

Haha! I can't believe I blogged most in April, even to the extent of posting 2 or more entries in a day.

Blogging's a good way of keeping in touch with the past, the way you thought, the things you did and of course, as a storage of your memories.

And my blog's been pretty dull, shall revamp it after the exams! With more pictures too I hope! Haha! So who's kind enough to model for my blog?? Hurhur *evil grinz* YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! =P

Labour Day

It's Labour Day and it doesn't feel like it 'cause I'm an undergrad and it's the exam period so right now, everyday's just Happy Mugging Day, only the uni staff get some time off.. eh liddat is the library open today??