Yesss, as I'm typing this.. my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier.
Sheesh, 35 days to exams and am still finding studying unproductive. Hmm, I mean, I may SEEM to be reading my notes/textbook, BUT nothing's getting into my head. I need to read some stuff over and over again. It's like, I'm just touching the surface. Seems like I really need to dissect it and see what's inside.
Ok, anyway, I was pretty thrilled about this game called "Staries" on Facebook that I went back and installed it immediately, partly hoping that playing a game or two could keep me awake the next few hours. WTH right?
Sheesh, I hope I don't get addicted to it, considering the fact that I spent the past hour playing it. WTH. It's at instances like this, that I wish I've the special power to FREEZE TIME- that everyone stops doing stuff and I'M the ONLY one who can do stuff.
Time freeze time freeze time freeze time.
Monday, March 24, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
VEXED!
Should I or should I not? To be or not to be?
Sheesh, I'm really bad at reading the signs. Can someone tell me pleaseee? What's my motivation exactly? Is it worth doing certain things over and over again? Am I up to it?
I've no idea why I've been feeling angsty lately, in fact, to the extent that I get provoked at the slightest issue.
Oh man, if I could have a special power, I would like to freeze time. If I could have another special power, I would like to read minds. Yah but true la, with great powers come great responsibilities. Haha I'ldn't mind having these great powers even for a short period of time and I'ld gladly take up the great responsibilities that they entail! =)
Anyway, these aside, I hope to come to a conclusion soon and get going with life again. Well, today's been totally unproductive. Sheesh. Went for lunch with my dad and bros. Gosh, my dad really orders a lot, a lot of food, think I'll put on even more weight when I move back home to stay come the holidays haha. Then, gave tuition in the afternoon. I'm pretty blessed that my tutee's mum's kind. She always insists on serving me drinks and sometimes even food, though I don't want them haha. :P Yah, and came back to do some stuff for the pantry- painted the tables, washed the cushion covers and discussed about our "vice" night. I hope we'll tide through it and not get black marked. And here I'm blogging... AGAIN! Sigh, I guess I just need to get some stuff off my mind.
Why why tell me why?
Sheesh, I'm really bad at reading the signs. Can someone tell me pleaseee? What's my motivation exactly? Is it worth doing certain things over and over again? Am I up to it?
I've no idea why I've been feeling angsty lately, in fact, to the extent that I get provoked at the slightest issue.
Oh man, if I could have a special power, I would like to freeze time. If I could have another special power, I would like to read minds. Yah but true la, with great powers come great responsibilities. Haha I'ldn't mind having these great powers even for a short period of time and I'ld gladly take up the great responsibilities that they entail! =)
Anyway, these aside, I hope to come to a conclusion soon and get going with life again. Well, today's been totally unproductive. Sheesh. Went for lunch with my dad and bros. Gosh, my dad really orders a lot, a lot of food, think I'll put on even more weight when I move back home to stay come the holidays haha. Then, gave tuition in the afternoon. I'm pretty blessed that my tutee's mum's kind. She always insists on serving me drinks and sometimes even food, though I don't want them haha. :P Yah, and came back to do some stuff for the pantry- painted the tables, washed the cushion covers and discussed about our "vice" night. I hope we'll tide through it and not get black marked. And here I'm blogging... AGAIN! Sigh, I guess I just need to get some stuff off my mind.
Why why tell me why?
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Memorable Visit
Disclaimer: This may sound like a post for "THE seniors" blog.
Wooh, today I had one of the most memorable visits so far in history! T.H.E. (stands for "Touching Hearts of Elderly") seniors've 3 new elderly to visit this time round and as promised, we were to clean up Mr T's (to protect his identity) house. Lao lao and I were the earlier few and we recced his flat before deciding on the equipment and amount of manpower needed. Ermm we were rather shocked at the state of his home- the floor was covered with stubborn grim- and I found the stench in his house rather nauseating, sorry to say. Then we headed down to NTUC to get the necessary stuff like gloves, a mop, dustpan, cloths, detergent and other cleaning materials and met up with the rest.
Hmm Lao lao was in charge of the living room, DR the toilet, Marg the kitchen and me the windows cum basin. Ermm.. we scrubbed, rubbed, dug, cleaned, wiped and did all we could, with all our might and finally, we managed to remove most of the stubborn stains except for some left on the toilet bowl and the wall. Which reminds me that we've to get the following stuff on the next visit: Dishwashing liquid and sponges, scrub with thick bristles, extremely strong stain removal. Besides, we've to change his bedsheet and clean his travel case. (Btw his bed has bed bugs and I almost brought one home ahaha, luckily I saw it before I could =P) Hmm but these aside, I think 'cause of his poor eyesight, he can't see the stains and thus believes that his floor ain't a least bit dirty. He also wears his slippers at home, really hope that he'ld heed our advice and get a new clean pair which he can wear at home instead. Haha so much for today and we were shagged but happy I guess. =)
Anyway, after visit, I was supposed to study at the library. Unfortunately, all the seats at the cafe were taken up, even those on the other levels were occupied. Humph and sensing that it was going to rain heavily soon, I decided to head back home. And so here I am, blogging away... again.. Sigh. I hope I won't succumb to temptation again, please please sleepy bug, don't bite me!!!
Zzzzzzzz...
Wooh, today I had one of the most memorable visits so far in history! T.H.E. (stands for "Touching Hearts of Elderly") seniors've 3 new elderly to visit this time round and as promised, we were to clean up Mr T's (to protect his identity) house. Lao lao and I were the earlier few and we recced his flat before deciding on the equipment and amount of manpower needed. Ermm we were rather shocked at the state of his home- the floor was covered with stubborn grim- and I found the stench in his house rather nauseating, sorry to say. Then we headed down to NTUC to get the necessary stuff like gloves, a mop, dustpan, cloths, detergent and other cleaning materials and met up with the rest.
Hmm Lao lao was in charge of the living room, DR the toilet, Marg the kitchen and me the windows cum basin. Ermm.. we scrubbed, rubbed, dug, cleaned, wiped and did all we could, with all our might and finally, we managed to remove most of the stubborn stains except for some left on the toilet bowl and the wall. Which reminds me that we've to get the following stuff on the next visit: Dishwashing liquid and sponges, scrub with thick bristles, extremely strong stain removal. Besides, we've to change his bedsheet and clean his travel case. (Btw his bed has bed bugs and I almost brought one home ahaha, luckily I saw it before I could =P) Hmm but these aside, I think 'cause of his poor eyesight, he can't see the stains and thus believes that his floor ain't a least bit dirty. He also wears his slippers at home, really hope that he'ld heed our advice and get a new clean pair which he can wear at home instead. Haha so much for today and we were shagged but happy I guess. =)
Anyway, after visit, I was supposed to study at the library. Unfortunately, all the seats at the cafe were taken up, even those on the other levels were occupied. Humph and sensing that it was going to rain heavily soon, I decided to head back home. And so here I am, blogging away... again.. Sigh. I hope I won't succumb to temptation again, please please sleepy bug, don't bite me!!!
Zzzzzzzz...
Friday, March 21, 2008
Take Charge!
Yes man! *Nods head forcefully* ...haha jenny pok'ld know how this looks like! :P Oh yah and I gotta thank jenny pok for that sms, one of the warmest first things to see in the morning. =)
Today's Good Friday. Not much of a happening day besides that I went to church with bro1 this morning. Pretty cool stuff. After that, we had lunch, a sinful one, and I had a great talk with him hurhur. Needless to say, I slept the rest of the day away as I had pretty little sleep the night before. So much for bringing my notes home, hoping to cover a few chapters of particle technology today. Bleah. Well, at least the night IS still young I hope. =)
By the way, bro1's super proud and protective of his new lappie. I'm using it right now btw and he's rather anal about me exerting too much pressure on the keys oppss.. hahaha. I think if I take care of mine as much as he takes care of his, my lappie may last a few more decades.
Argghh so much to do...
When walking, as we step one foot forward, we lift the other foot up. In the same way, we should let go of yesterday and focus on today.
Today's Good Friday. Not much of a happening day besides that I went to church with bro1 this morning. Pretty cool stuff. After that, we had lunch, a sinful one, and I had a great talk with him hurhur. Needless to say, I slept the rest of the day away as I had pretty little sleep the night before. So much for bringing my notes home, hoping to cover a few chapters of particle technology today. Bleah. Well, at least the night IS still young I hope. =)
By the way, bro1's super proud and protective of his new lappie. I'm using it right now btw and he's rather anal about me exerting too much pressure on the keys oppss.. hahaha. I think if I take care of mine as much as he takes care of his, my lappie may last a few more decades.
Argghh so much to do...
When walking, as we step one foot forward, we lift the other foot up. In the same way, we should let go of yesterday and focus on today.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Wooh man!
Today was.. a whirlwind and totally unproductive!
Ok, maybe not entirely unproductive, I did learn something about the truth- the question that I've been asking ever since- WHAT WENT WRONG? I think I've found some answer. I just hope that I won't make the same mistakes again. =)
Stayed from 12 to 4 at the clubroom today to conduct interviews and stayed on to figure out the problem with our project and to our mock horror, we realised that some equations and conditions given in the question are WRONG. Oh man! We wasted like 5 hours figuring out an unsolvable problem- last saturday and today. Thank goodness we decided to look for our tutor to clarify and then she told us that she would post the most updated details next monday. Like WTH! Pity those groups who have completed bulk of the project. Well, I really really hope that we'll be able to complete this project by the end of next week so that we can really concentrate on the others and studying for the final exams.
And I love you Mommy! Thank you for saying those words just when I needed them most! =) Faith.
Ok, maybe not entirely unproductive, I did learn something about the truth- the question that I've been asking ever since- WHAT WENT WRONG? I think I've found some answer. I just hope that I won't make the same mistakes again. =)
Stayed from 12 to 4 at the clubroom today to conduct interviews and stayed on to figure out the problem with our project and to our mock horror, we realised that some equations and conditions given in the question are WRONG. Oh man! We wasted like 5 hours figuring out an unsolvable problem- last saturday and today. Thank goodness we decided to look for our tutor to clarify and then she told us that she would post the most updated details next monday. Like WTH! Pity those groups who have completed bulk of the project. Well, I really really hope that we'll be able to complete this project by the end of next week so that we can really concentrate on the others and studying for the final exams.
And I love you Mommy! Thank you for saying those words just when I needed them most! =) Faith.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
everything's gonna be all right
and so Alicia Key's my inspiration.
Yup and I believe so that everything's gonna be all right.
"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for"
"Dreams are like stars...you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny."
Yup and I'll keep my faith. =)
Yup and I believe so that everything's gonna be all right.
"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for"
"Dreams are like stars...you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny."
Yup and I'll keep my faith. =)
Saturday, March 01, 2008
contain!
Oh my oh my...
Whatever the outcome is, I got to learn to take things in my stride..
And the wait is extremely antagonising... But I've faith in YOU! =)
Oh my oh my... helpppppppp!
Oh man, how I wish I can filter my thoughts and stash unnecessary ones in a "freezer" compartment first and take them out only when I'm free...
Whatever the outcome is, I got to learn to take things in my stride..
And the wait is extremely antagonising... But I've faith in YOU! =)
Oh my oh my... helpppppppp!
Oh man, how I wish I can filter my thoughts and stash unnecessary ones in a "freezer" compartment first and take them out only when I'm free...
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