Stop!

I wish I had the power to stop time so that I can take a breather. The past few days've been busy, busy and busy- having to juggle studies (tests, assignments, lab, tutorials), non-studies related stuff and tuition. I'm glad that the weekend's approaching, at least for sure there won't be any more weekly tests. Mid-sem break = one extra week to complete my lab report BUT next week's still going to be as hellish as ever, in fact, more hellish, with monday and tuesday taken up by a first aiders' course, wednesday by GAW boot camp, thursday and friday probably by project meetings and weekends gone to studying for 2 mid-term tests. *just wanna rant, I've only myself to blame for the busy schedule :S*

The coming week's gonna be pretty challenging but I kinda like it as they're pushing me to manage my time better, be more focused when doing my stuffs and I hope I won't buckle under the tremendous stress. Heehee. BUT still, I think I need some time for a breather, so that I'll be able to act rationally and not let fatigue take over my thoughts. Though I do sleep, minimally, I refuse to THINK before I sleep. I know some people do but thinking (at least for me) will cause me insonmia.

On a personal note, I'm pretty much unbothered by management stuffs anymore, after having thought through a bit over some issues. At the end of the day, it all boils down to individuals to see the underlying meaing of doing something and how much one feels for it. Since everyone's different, not everyone would feel for something the same way you do and since this can't be forced upon, so be it, no point harping on the matter, causing yourself to be depressed. =)

Well, I believe, as long as I've done my best, out of the present circumstances amongst other persisting matters, I'ld be contented, no regrets.

Yes and I choose to be happy!