VEXED!

Should I or should I not? To be or not to be?

Sheesh, I'm really bad at reading the signs. Can someone tell me pleaseee? What's my motivation exactly? Is it worth doing certain things over and over again? Am I up to it?

I've no idea why I've been feeling angsty lately, in fact, to the extent that I get provoked at the slightest issue.

Oh man, if I could have a special power, I would like to freeze time. If I could have another special power, I would like to read minds. Yah but true la, with great powers come great responsibilities. Haha I'ldn't mind having these great powers even for a short period of time and I'ld gladly take up the great responsibilities that they entail! =)

Anyway, these aside, I hope to come to a conclusion soon and get going with life again. Well, today's been totally unproductive. Sheesh. Went for lunch with my dad and bros. Gosh, my dad really orders a lot, a lot of food, think I'll put on even more weight when I move back home to stay come the holidays haha. Then, gave tuition in the afternoon. I'm pretty blessed that my tutee's mum's kind. She always insists on serving me drinks and sometimes even food, though I don't want them haha. :P Yah, and came back to do some stuff for the pantry- painted the tables, washed the cushion covers and discussed about our "vice" night. I hope we'll tide through it and not get black marked. And here I'm blogging... AGAIN! Sigh, I guess I just need to get some stuff off my mind.

Why why tell me why?